Wednesday, December 18, 2013

苦闷青年的牢骚日记 - 在大马买个材料都难

刚到英国念书的时候,真的觉得他们的美术用品店东西少价钱贵选择也不多,回来大马才发现我在那里用的东西在这里一样都找不到!!!

你不要跟我讲不要拿这里来和外国比。好啦,我要找一种“最低磅数、质感滑、无硫酸”的素描纸,请见下图:

左起:英国买素描纸、The Curve 买素描纸、n年前纸厂买素描纸(日光阴影下照)
纸的质感还是其次,最重要的是我要的这种纸偏蓝(冷色调,才能配合我的创作构思),最好是常用的复印纸Double A那种色调,但是Double A太薄了。右侧的我试画过了,这泛黄的满满乡愁模式根本不是我要的啊!!

会让我如此激动,除了天气热以外,其实不是因为本地材料难找,找材料也是有种挖宝的乐趣,让我如此肚烂其实是因为我受到的服务。

抱歉我要在此点名了,因为你们的service真的是让我不敢恭维,反正我酸笑了你们也不影响你们的生意,东西也只有你们卖,所以你们大可继续拽下去。

Melawati 的 Art Shop!!!

你丫的我问你有没有卖素描纸,你们竟然端rice paper给我!!!给你看样本(见上图)之后竟然告诉我本店只有这些米纸(当然,马来西亚的说法是:没有wor... 全部就是在这边鸟...),过后不到五秒的时间我就在对面架上发现了印着“UA DRAWING PAPER”的包装A1素描纸。

你们这些外行就算了...店里有什么存货难道你们不知道的咩??

过后转到另一个角落,试着拆开包装来看的时候竟然告诉我不能拆... 你们又没放样本,不拆来看我是要怎么知道这能不能买啊??(好彩过后老板识相的发现我是圈内人,才拆了一包让我瞧瞧,过后友善的补上一句:那你慢慢看啊~ 这还差不多。

在英国我只是告诉他:I want the cheapest drawing paper。就拿到如此高品质的纸材了。

哎,卖美术用品的竟然对材料如此外行,亏你还是本地人不是外劳。我的天

难以置信我会有对材料计较到如此份上的一天,这也算一种进步?



(我最后找到的纸材是RM3.5一本的图画簿Campap Acid Free B4。如果作品卖出去的话,请你想想我花了多少时间、精力、车马费才找到这一款纸的啊!)







Monday, December 9, 2013

载自《观看的方式》John Berger

麦田出版,第101页。

油画一词指的不是一种技法。他还界定了一种艺术形式。调和颜料与油料的技术早在上古世界就已存在。但作为一种艺术形式的油画,其出现时间就晚了许多。一直要到人们觉得蛋彩画合湿壁画这两种技法已不足以表达某种特定的人生观,于是开始钻研油彩技术并使之趋于完美(影响所及,画布随即取代了木板),油画的艺术形式才告确立。大约是在十五世纪初的北欧,艺术家首次使用油画来描绘一种新的性格,不过在那段期间,受到中世纪残留下来的种种艺术惯例的影响,多少还显得绑手绑脚。一直要到十六世纪,油画才真的确立了自己的规范,以及自己的观看方式。

我们无法确切指出油画盛行时期结束于哪一年。直到今天还有人在画油画。不过印象派已侵蚀了传统油画观看方式的基础,立体派更将他彻底摧毁。大约同时,摄影则取代了传统油画的地位,成为最重要的视觉影像来源。基于这种种理由,我们可以大致将传统油画的盛行时期界定为1500~1900年。

虽然传统油画的巅峰已过,但它的影响力依然强大,今天我们对文化的许多想法,仍受到它的形塑。我们所谓的“像画一样真实”,指的就是像“油画”一样真实。它的规范依然影响了我们观看风景、女性、食物、达官贵人和神话的方式。他为我们提供“艺术天才”的原型。而且这个传统教导我们,只要为这个社会拥有够多热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。

只要为这个社会拥有够多热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。
为这个社会拥有够多热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。
拥有够多热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。 
够多热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。 
热爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。  
爱艺术的人,艺术就会蓬勃发展。  
艺术就会蓬勃发展。   
艺术就会蓬勃发展。  
艺术就会蓬勃发展。   
艺术就会蓬勃发展。  
艺术就会蓬勃发展。   
艺术

就会

蓬勃发展展展展展展展展展展展展展展   

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

artist statement (editing)

When everything goes computerized and digitized, our invention and intellectual are going more and more conceptual and fictitious, I like to perform, with hands, there are more sense of accomplishment after I engraft my effort through hand, it shows the uniqueness and existence of me placing myself in the middle of the epoch.

Like a leaf that falls on a rivulet, the ripple diffuses and does not leave any traces in the time and space continuum. My work questions our very existence and relationships within the continuum.

I create images with filmic atmosphere. Instead of placing emphasis on the aesthetic of the paintings, I am more concerned about the static and subtle feelings that the work resonates with our surrounding environment.


The conversation with the yesterday (2009~2011)

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I start my practice by addressing subject through ruins and heritage spots, within the architecture and rigid form of these construction, there lies the wisdom of human modernization and civilization. I am very interested in questioning and reflecting the possibilities and existence of these site, nonetheless they seem awkward in nowadays cities developed with modern architecture. If they cannot be commemorate like the Great Pyramids and the Angkor Wat, what are the motives and destiny (whereabouts, direction, future) in the future developing plan without them?

After a civilization had vanish, these beautifully created stone, sand and wood will tell the stories of a glorious civilization in the history. The way we and our society treated them reflects the way we treated our own trace, culture, status and legacy, it metaphors our culture and in the same time it shows the expending of our wealthiness.

Being built and abandoned, the ruins cannot success to become the representative of our city architecture, but after being conquered by weeds and plants, the deadly skeleton become lively again. It shows a dialogue between human activity and mother nature, in these site inspire me to question myself: as a spark in the eternity, what are we?

Depicting the beauty of these stone skeleton, I hope this series of work will raise the awareness of us to these phenomenon (vanishing heritage and abandoned building site), and also by creating these works through appointing ruins and heritage spots, the work also question the existence and possibilities of myself, being one of the million artists.


A cinematic and imaginary scene with the absence of the protagonist (2011~2012)

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The uncertainty of status and mind before going abroad derives me to make this series of drawing. I am fascinated by the picturesque scene from screenshots of some movies like 蔡明亮 Chai Ming Liang and David Lynch, it is a space that being frozen in the eternity of time and space. I started my cinematic drawing trying to create an image with sense of flowing time. The scenery is a stage created for the audience, a space with narrative connotation.

The paper is being covered and drawn with pitch black charcoal, instead of creating lightness, these drawing are creating darkness, a light bulb revealing clues of the scene, but yet the atmosphere is murk. The imaginary landscape are either a bench, an old truck, a small cottage or a corner of a wall. A pitch black background elongate until the horizon metaphored our consciousness. A scene of a stage or a drama without protagonist, the set is playing a monologue itself, the scene seems to fade out to black when the bulb burnt away anytime.

Revealing the trepidation and hesitation of mental state, this series of work also investigate the anxiety about identity, the relationship between consious and subconscious. How do we dealt with uncertain vision under the realistic world of mischieving.


the status of living and the agony of surviving (2013~)

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Drawing becomes ‘archaic’ in the age of mechanical reproduction, yet this archaism makes contact with the tactility of the most up to date mediums.

-          Michael Newman, ‘The Marks, Traces, and Gestures of Drawing’

The set up of an interior space reveals the characteristic of a person; the brand, arrangement, tidiness, selection etc, each of the item work as an individual symbolism, when they group together, they reflect the complicate and complex situation and status of the person.

Placing ourselves in this world, we are part of the society and system, each of the individual have their own function and possibilities, and we group together to form a culture and civilization. Instead of questioning the group, these narrative drawing also question the existentialism of the individual object by investigating the interior form by the conversation of the object and the environment.

Instead of concerning about revealing “beauty” from my work, I concern more about the status and relationship of my subject matter by looking into everyday object and matters. From this series of work, the discussion starts from the object I depicted. Conveying my visual language in a more subtle and static way deliberately, it create depth to the connotation and artistic conception of the work.

Thursday, May 30, 2013

Ashes Series



the looming subtle tone is created using cigarette ashes. The burnt cigarette is re-created onto paper and reflects the sight of the smokers. It metaphor the addiction and perhaps depression of modern citizen. And through the new dimension of action field arranged to be the size of common touch screen device, it endorse our vision had been changing from traditional golden-proportion into modern and contemporary interface.

Saturday, April 6, 2013

Better Together

如果说艺术家能够做点什么

我只能做这些

蓝色    黄色    撑起一把档风遮雨避暑的伞


我们需要的

不是你
也不是他

是大家一起撑起的蓝天
还有大家一起开垦的黄土地

我们一起走过了历史
我们也将一起开拓未来


Title: Better Together 13'
Size: 24.2 x 14.5 cm
Medium: Offset Lithograph on Paper
Year: 2013

Friday, April 5, 2013

这是艺术......?

有人追求的是争议,我追求的是共鸣。

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

这里有叔本华的悲观

The Thinker   Charcoal on paper, clip, nail mounted on wall   138 x 88mm   2013

 
如果你总是迫不及待的把我的热血、成果用你觉得理性的冷水无情的浇熄
那就请不要责怪我一事无成
那就请不要责怪我自甘堕落
那就请不要责怪我做事无远见
那就请不要责怪我是个庸俗的人
那就请不要责怪我无法回应你的期待

你也许觉得我锋芒尽露,那什么才是自信的表现?
你也许觉得我炫耀无度,那应该等到什么时候才展翅而飞?

叫我别在意别人眼光,却一再给我严厉的批评
叫我开辟自己的天地,却一再无情的毁灭我的梦

我需要掌声
我需要鼓励

做梦是无价的,但更可贵的是做梦的勇气,更更可贵的是实现梦想的行动

红尘来去一场空

昨日结出的灿烂果实,也将幻化成地里的土,成为明日梦想的养分

沉浸在叔本华的悲观主义

越陷越深

越陷越深

因为如你们所说

我是个高不成低不就的人

Sunday, March 17, 2013

心肝宝贝我爱你





我的心、我的肝、我的肾、我的胃、我的肺

你们是我最好的朋友、最勇猛的战友、最可信赖的盟友

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

小颜 - 一个苦闷青年的牢骚日记

作为创作自述,总会有一种“空前发明”的自恋情结。看着别人的实验总有一种岔愤的无奈感,恨自己生不逢时。但其实创作也并不是在做科学发明,应该把重点转向跟自身,以及自己周围环境有关的内涵层面的构筑吧?

艺术语言的探索未必具有科学性,但必须具有实验性。试验的目的在于探索更新、更直接的表达语言。艺术家未必在传达真理,所以笃信艺术是危险的,观看艺术旨在可否借由“受较少现实因素影响、具有批判精神、开拓精神、富使命感、具有局外人的眼光”的艺术家活动,来重新审视自己的想法、人生观、世界观。

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

魔。喜。多 Mojito


 第一次做的时候根本还不是酒保,当时也只会做简单的Sex on the Beach、Woo Woo之类的把全部材料倒进摇樽里倒出来就是的东西,是看到吧台忙得不可开交帮着忙得做而已。看着老大留下的酒林秘笈,天啊这鸡尾酒的步骤还真是复杂,很多手法是见都没见过,硬着头皮的做。

结果客人喝了拿来投诉,老大闻了闻当场倒掉。

当时心里是被震慑的想哭啊.........

后来发誓一定要把这酒学好,几个月的苦练,终于有人喝了来告诉我说:The last best Mojito I've ever taste was in Las Vegas!!  / 比我在北京喝的还好喝呐~ 开始有了点信心。

I once have a very unpleasant experience with this cocktail, I was not even a bar man at the first time I made this, just try to help when I see the bar is too busy. All I know is shake-everything-and-serve style cocktail, when I read at the manual from my senior bar man DAN, I couldn't understand any of the steps, and end up the customer complain and pour the drink.

After some effort I've put in this drink, I start to receive some compliment from client. I won't say I've already mastered the best Mojito in the universe, but I would like to share this cocktail, which I get most compliment to you~

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

伊面


“安娣!我的不要肉只要菜跟蛋”

这个伊面的味道还真的只有食堂吃得到。外面的伊面,不管加什么料,就是没这碗来的亲切。学生太多来不及煮透而培养出的銮中伊面特殊的弹牙口感;甜酸辣依据个人口味调配的汤底;各种香脆的炸料,打颗蛋,听课听得一脑袋浆糊的午后吃这个可谓人间最大享受。

Monday, February 25, 2013

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

咦?我的记忆中,原来还有爱尔兰咖啡...

威士忌,咖啡,鲜奶油,没错,这是爱尔兰咖啡。

《爱尔兰咖啡》,这是痞子蔡的文章,是我稚嫩的青涩妄想。